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History Is All You Left Me

History Is All You Left Me

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  • Author：Adam Silvera
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Summary

From the New York Times bestselling author of More Happy Than Not comes an explosive examination of grief， mental illness， and the devastating consequences of refusing to let go of the past。

The deluxe edition features a new introduction by New York Times bestselling author Becky Albertalli， an exclusive short story， and much more！

When Griffin's first love and ex-boyfriend， Theo， dies in a drowning accident， his universe implodes。 Even though Theo had moved to California for college and started seeing Jackson， Griffin never doubted Theo would come back to him when the time was right。 But now， the future he's been imagining for himself has gone far off course。

To make things worse， the only person who truly understands his heartache is Jackson。 But no matter how much they open up to each other， Griffin's downward spiral continues。 He's losing himself in his obsessive compulsions and destructive choices， and the secrets he's been keeping are tearing him apart。

If Griffin is ever to rebuild his future， he must first confront his history， every last heartbreaking piece in the puzzle of his life。

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Reviews

Ashmita ，

i low-key think adam silvera's books should be banned or something because they have no business going around stabbing hearts ~ i think i need a whole entire history to settle my heart with this book but then again i definitely don't prefer an alternate-universe-ashmita where she hasn't read this book <33 *butterfly kisses* this review probably makes zero sense to anyone and my only consolation is that you're gonna have to read the book to get the references。 *smirks* i low-key think adam silvera's books should be banned or something because they have no business going around stabbing hearts ~ i think i need a whole entire history to settle my heart with this book but then again i definitely don't prefer an alternate-universe-ashmita where she hasn't read this book <33 *butterfly kisses* this review probably makes zero sense to anyone and my only consolation is that you're gonna have to read the book to get the references。 *smirks* 。。。more

defencelio ，

envie de vivre dans l’univers où griffin et theo seront ensemble pour toujours

Miles Row ，

Would be 2 stars but a trying to change neirodiverse behaviour bit at the end felt uncomfortably ableist。

Ms。 Brennan ，

A little slow in places but the writing shows the realities of tragedy and the effect it can have on an individual and their perspective。 I liked the descriptions of New York， even if the main character was not very likeable。

Manar ，

⭐️3⭐️It was really sad at first I even shed a few tears but it became pretty repetitive halfway through I had to stop reading it for a while because I was so bored and the plot was weird it lowkey didn’t make much sense because it felt so rushed the book had a lot of potential but it was kind of wasted in my eyes。。

Alice Haliuc ，

it broke me

Hugo Lemos ，

Wasn't a terrible book。 To me it felt too erratic; it went from an unrealistic lack of lamentation to an overly utopian scenario where he is friends with his ex'es boyfriend？ I got the impression it was far too unoriginal in comparison to 'they both die at the end' almost as if it was like a post-debut novel。。。 Wasn't a terrible book。 To me it felt too erratic; it went from an unrealistic lack of lamentation to an overly utopian scenario where he is friends with his ex'es boyfriend？ I got the impression it was far too unoriginal in comparison to 'they both die at the end' almost as if it was like a post-debut novel。。。 。。。more

sunaina ，

i。。。。。 had a lot of thoughts。this was a good book。 albeit i disliked most of the characters but i would reread it just for wade my beloved and jackson <333also i wanted more denise screentime okay i wanted her to talk about theo we DESERVED A SIBLING DYNAMIC！！and i love how griffin's compulsions were portrayed。 the mental health factor was handled really， really well。i've learned to view relationships in a whole new light thanks to this book。and i also never want to fall in love or even have a f i。。。。。 had a lot of thoughts。this was a good book。 albeit i disliked most of the characters but i would reread it just for wade my beloved and jackson <333also i wanted more denise screentime okay i wanted her to talk about theo we DESERVED A SIBLING DYNAMIC！！and i love how griffin's compulsions were portrayed。 the mental health factor was handled really， really well。i've learned to view relationships in a whole new light thanks to this book。and i also never want to fall in love or even have a first love。 thank you。 this book was pain enough。 *sobs*（view spoiler）[ i really really want griffin to heal with time， and take things slow with wade。 AND IF HE'S NOT A GOOD BOYFRIEND TO WADE ISTG I WILL- （hide spoiler）] 。。。more

Eliise Janson ，

This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers。 To view it， click here。 Every page I turned the more tears came out of my eyes。 I’ve bawled my eyes out for hours， my throat， eyes and nose are hurting so bad。 My mascara is all over my face and I look like shit but whatever， right。 The author never disappoints you， he’ll make you cry and make you feel like you wanna die。 On top of that you can’t forget his books， they’re going to haunt you day and night。 But good luck to whoever is planning on reading this， you’ll need it。 It makes you miserable。 Wade and Griffin are Every page I turned the more tears came out of my eyes。 I’ve bawled my eyes out for hours， my throat， eyes and nose are hurting so bad。 My mascara is all over my face and I look like shit but whatever， right。 The author never disappoints you， he’ll make you cry and make you feel like you wanna die。 On top of that you can’t forget his books， they’re going to haunt you day and night。 But good luck to whoever is planning on reading this， you’ll need it。 It makes you miserable。 Wade and Griffin are the future but Theo will always be there and that’s not a bad thing at all。 I hope that Jackson finds someone as well。 Wade and Griffin， I didn’t expect it at all， it came as a surprise。 I’m happy for them but I’m sucker for « first love will last forever »， I know that’s not the case actually。 I just hope that everyone including Theo will be happy， then I’ll be happy。 I can’t ever imagine what they’re going through and I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t overcome it。 I would forever blame myself for Theo’s death。 I’m happy tho that they’re trying to live again and that they let themselves to be happy again。 Good luck once more。。 。。。more

Amber D。 ，

It’s been a bit since a book has rendered me to a bawling mess。 I don’t think a book ever made me tear up at the first line and full on crying by the second page。This book was a rollercoaster of emotions and feelings and I loved every moment， even if it ripped my heart out。 It was devastating in the best way possible and I will recommend it to every living， breathing soul on this planet。

mollyreads ，

such a stunning and beautiful novel about grief and looking back to history。 they both die at the end was an average - 3 star - kind of read to me but this book was so emotional and sad and I simply don’t understand how it isn’t his most popular book。 the chats about grief and struggling with living in the past feel so relatable and I managed to relate to some of griffin’s thoughts。 there’s a sense of guilt but also longing and sadness for what he has lost since Theo died that he can’t move past such a stunning and beautiful novel about grief and looking back to history。 they both die at the end was an average - 3 star - kind of read to me but this book was so emotional and sad and I simply don’t understand how it isn’t his most popular book。 the chats about grief and struggling with living in the past feel so relatable and I managed to relate to some of griffin’s thoughts。 there’s a sense of guilt but also longing and sadness for what he has lost since Theo died that he can’t move past。 it’s so beautifully written and just made me feel so emotional and reflective。 。。。more

McKenna Madis ，

The narration of it reminded me slightly of normal people， but 10 times better。 It was a really beautifully written story about loss and friendship。 There were some amazing quotes。 I love this book。

Wiki ，

This book。 Had the audacity to make me cry at the first page， and throughout the whole book。 I am not happy with how this book had me staring at the wall for 2 hours， crying and sobbing on the floor。 But i loved it at the same time， so so much。 It not may be a book for everyone， but for me honestly， it made sense and it broke me so many times over and over。 I haven’t re-read this book since 2019 and i am not planning on doing it it the near future， but someday i will。

Emily Hammond ，

i loved this book as reading they both die at the end last year i knew it was going to be good and the last 70 pages woah？！ so much happened that i didn’t think would

Tallulah :） ，

Not a fan。 Felt like there wasn’t a good plot twist/ ending felt like just a sign off not an ending。 Tested my patience a lot but I can see why people could appreciate it more as it shows the thought processes of enduring ocd as well as getting through grief and the impulses and guilt that comes with it。 Just not for me tbh

Clara Goldberg ，

Have I absolutely lost it or did Griffin and Jackson have the best chemistry out of everyone

German Bú ，

Hold on！I’m about to write a review for a book and I haven’t done this in a while。This book was heartbreakingly brutal， it basically a book about grief。 We as humans navigate grief differently， and we have a hard time letting go of things we grew fond of。 This book highlights that， the vulnerability of living someone and knowing it ends at some point is real。 The characters were all relatable， which is something very rare。 The ending was something phenomenal。 I guess you could say we all grow af Hold on！I’m about to write a review for a book and I haven’t done this in a while。This book was heartbreakingly brutal， it basically a book about grief。 We as humans navigate grief differently， and we have a hard time letting go of things we grew fond of。 This book highlights that， the vulnerability of living someone and knowing it ends at some point is real。 The characters were all relatable， which is something very rare。 The ending was something phenomenal。 I guess you could say we all grow after certain situations。 。。。more

Booky_xandra ，

4，5

Silvia Morales ，

9。5 ⭐️Dios mío， la historia es verdaderamente hermosa， al principio fue un poco difícil para mí debo decirlo， pero conforme va pasando la historia te vas dando cuenta de los grandes sentimientos que están escritos en este libro， de lo identificada qué te puedes sentir con los personajes。 Me encanta la evolución que tuvo cada uno， la realidad del amor， de la distancia， de la amistad， de la familia， creo que este libro muestra perfectamente los sentimientos de los adolescentes。

Gabi ，

This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers。 To view it， click here。 Que dificil que dificilLo odioLo amoNo seHaber， odio que griffin tan agh y termine teniendo relaciones por despecho con wade y luego con jackson OSEA WTFPero nooo osea al inicio estaba uy theo y griffin los amo y luego nos cuentan toda la historia y los problemas detrás que terminé enamorandome de la relacion entre griffin y wade， pq es algo tan sano， tan tierno y lindo y lo amé cada segundo。Me gustó bastanteAparte tiene representacion OCD y amo。

Amorisflammae ，

boring

Henry Theodore Armstrong ，

This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers。 To view it， click here。 i hate the characters but i also don’t hate the characters。 they’re messy and selfish and kinda mean for no reason， but they’re also lovely and sweet and kinda like me。 okay i think that’s all contradicting but that doesn’t matter。 i really like the writing style and sometimes time jumps can be confusing but mr。 silvera does them really well。 i like the ending， too。 sometimes i hate endings in stories about working through grief because i feel like they can make the characters too okay at the en i hate the characters but i also don’t hate the characters。 they’re messy and selfish and kinda mean for no reason， but they’re also lovely and sweet and kinda like me。 okay i think that’s all contradicting but that doesn’t matter。 i really like the writing style and sometimes time jumps can be confusing but mr。 silvera does them really well。 i like the ending， too。 sometimes i hate endings in stories about working through grief because i feel like they can make the characters too okay at the end of the story， so i really liked how griffin was giving the vibes of “i’m not okay rn but maybe i’ll be okay soon because i’m gonna try to be okay”。 i feel like this doesn’t make sense but yeah okay sorry lol。 。。。more

Isabel ，

This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers。 To view it， click here。 Ich gebe 4，5 Sterne。 Das Buch war sehr gefühlvoll geschrieben und hat mir gut gefallen。 Der Plottwist in der Geschichte， war etwas seltsam geschrieben und die Handlungen der Charaktere waren wenig nachvollziehbar bzw。 wirkten Griffin und Theo plötzlich unsympathisch auf mich。 Das Ende war dann wieder gut。 Deshalb 4，5 Sterne und eine Leseempfehlung von mir。

oliwia ，

moja nowa ulubiona książka。 ból i cierpienie。 przepłakałam całą i napewno będzie mi się ciężko po niej pozbierać。 polecam serdecznie， adam silvera nie zawiódł mnie tym razem i odwalił kawał dobrej roboty。

Suwaibah ，

I wasn't planning on crying today。 Not cool Adam Silvera， not cool at all。 On the positive note， I don't think I'll ever recover from this。 I wasn't planning on crying today。 Not cool Adam Silvera， not cool at all。 On the positive note， I don't think I'll ever recover from this。 。。。more

M BOUDWIN ，

First 6 pages into the book and I already started to weep。 I wept some more during the book， but felt much better towards the end。 I was wondering how the author came up the idea for this book and I found the answer after the end of the book。 Adam Silvera shared that the ideas of the book came up based on some events had happened in his past， he then changed it a little and created a brilliant novel that captured all our hearts。 It’s a wonderful story of first best friends， first dreams， first e First 6 pages into the book and I already started to weep。 I wept some more during the book， but felt much better towards the end。 I was wondering how the author came up the idea for this book and I found the answer after the end of the book。 Adam Silvera shared that the ideas of the book came up based on some events had happened in his past， he then changed it a little and created a brilliant novel that captured all our hearts。 It’s a wonderful story of first best friends， first dreams， first experiences and first loves， which were everything for these young men as they learned along their ways to cope and to grow into adulthoods。 。。。more

Lindsey ，

I rated History is All You Left Me four stars because I enjoyed reading it and it lived up to my expectations。 One reason I feel this way is that the author does an excellent job of describing Griffin's grief over Theo。 For example， Griffin mentions that he's been feeling physically ill since Theo died。 He even claims that the physical pain he is experiencing after Theo's death is similar to the pain he felt when he and Theo went bike riding。 People should read this book， in my opinion， because I rated History is All You Left Me four stars because I enjoyed reading it and it lived up to my expectations。 One reason I feel this way is that the author does an excellent job of describing Griffin's grief over Theo。 For example， Griffin mentions that he's been feeling physically ill since Theo died。 He even claims that the physical pain he is experiencing after Theo's death is similar to the pain he felt when he and Theo went bike riding。 People should read this book， in my opinion， because it may help suggest ways to cope with the death of a loved one。 I would definitely read another book by Adam Silvera because his books always satisfy my reading preferences。 。。。more

Harold ，

I rated the book History is all You Left Me by Adam Silva a 5-star rating because it exceeded my expectations and I couldn't put it down。 One reason I felt the rating a 5-star was because the book was interesting and it was weird sometimes but others were sad and friendship。 In the book， the main character （griffin） was in love with theo and theo loved griffin but what Griffin doesn’t know is that theo is in love with another guy called Jackson and they have been dating for 6 years but with Theo I rated the book History is all You Left Me by Adam Silva a 5-star rating because it exceeded my expectations and I couldn't put it down。 One reason I felt the rating a 5-star was because the book was interesting and it was weird sometimes but others were sad and friendship。 In the book， the main character （griffin） was in love with theo and theo loved griffin but what Griffin doesn’t know is that theo is in love with another guy called Jackson and they have been dating for 6 years but with Theo and Jackson they were dating for 7 years。 When griffin discover that he was dating another boy he told Theo who was he dating and he got caught and left the call it made me feel that griffin is being cheated on by theo and because of this connection it exceeded my expectations， and I couldn’t put it down。 The book is very important because it tells us about Arthur’s sexuality and how he was getting bullied by other people。 I would read another book by the same author because his books are fascinating and maybe people will like the book。 。。。more

abditoryv ，

mam mieszane uczucia。 na poczatku bylam podekscytowana tym， ze moge zajrzec w umysl innego czlowieka， w umysl kogos， kto zmaga sie zaburzeniami obsesyjno-kompulsywnymi。 pierwsze strony przynosily mi duzo komfortu， jednak im dalej zanurzalam sie w opowiesci - tym bardziej zaczelam zauwazac jak bardzo glowny bohater jest （moim zdaniem oczywiscie） egoistyczny， a co za tym idzie， poziom komfortu stopniowo spadal。 jednak koncowka pozytywnie mnie zaskoczyla。 moglam sie cieszyc progresem ktory osiagnal mam mieszane uczucia。 na poczatku bylam podekscytowana tym， ze moge zajrzec w umysl innego czlowieka， w umysl kogos， kto zmaga sie zaburzeniami obsesyjno-kompulsywnymi。 pierwsze strony przynosily mi duzo komfortu， jednak im dalej zanurzalam sie w opowiesci - tym bardziej zaczelam zauwazac jak bardzo glowny bohater jest （moim zdaniem oczywiscie） egoistyczny， a co za tym idzie， poziom komfortu stopniowo spadal。 jednak koncowka pozytywnie mnie zaskoczyla。 moglam sie cieszyc progresem ktory osiagnal griffin。 co do fabuly - sam pomysl uwazam za ciekawy， jednak to jak wszystko sie potoczylo， jest dosyc zagmatwane， a niektore watki （oczywiscie tez tylko moje zdanie） sa niepotrzebne， mozna by bylo zastapic je czyms innym， prostszym。 wtedy lektura mialaby wiecej sensu。 pomimo tego jak wszystko sie rozegralo， bardzo polecam ta ksiazke， bo niesie ze soba DUZO wartosci。 mimo， ze mnie nie zachwycila， mysle， ze zyskalam wlasnie nowy comfort read <3 。。。more

Simona ，

SOOOO GOOD， me demoré DEMASIADO en leerlo， pero that´s my fault， en verdad es muuy bueno， pensé que iba a llorar mares pero no， lol

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