Acts of Desperation: The must-read novel of 2022

Acts of Desperation: The must-read novel of 2022

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  • Create Date:2022-01-27 06:51:55
  • Update Date:2025-09-06
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  • Author:Megan Nolan
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Summary

SHORTLISTED FOR THE SUNDAY TIMES YOUNG WRITER OF THE YEAR AWARD

'Crushing。。。intensely vital' Observer


'It's impossible to tear yourself away' The Times

'Such brilliant writing about female desire。。。honest and visceral' Marian Keyes

She's twenty-three and in love with love。 He's older, and the most beautiful man she's ever seen。 The affair is quickly consuming。

But this relationship is unpredictable, and behind his perfect looks is a mean streak。 She's intent on winning him over, but neither is living up to the other's ideals。 He keeps emailing his thin, glamorous ex, and she's starting to give in to secret, shameful cravings of her own。 The search for a fix is frantic, and taking a dangerous turn。。。

We're all looking to get what we want - but do we know what we need?

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Reviews

Leah Spitale

You know, this started out pretty good。 I felt that a lot of women could sympathize with the narrator and perhaps even see a little bit of themselves (or younger selves) in her。 However, somewhere around the middle this book went from zero to sixty and was a complete mess。 I had to force myself to finish as it was uncomfortably explicit and extremely distasteful to read。

Katie Mcsweeney

Not sure what to make of this one。 It feels like it could have been more。 I definitely wanted it to be more。 Ultimately left me wondering why I read it to the end… had I DNF’ed I’m not sure I would have missed out on anything。 It’s the story of the misery of the stupid relationships you get yourself tangled up in when you are in your early 20s。 The narrator is either you or one of your friends - she doesn’t tell you anything new。 The only cure for the condition is time, cutting back on the drink Not sure what to make of this one。 It feels like it could have been more。 I definitely wanted it to be more。 Ultimately left me wondering why I read it to the end… had I DNF’ed I’m not sure I would have missed out on anything。 It’s the story of the misery of the stupid relationships you get yourself tangled up in when you are in your early 20s。 The narrator is either you or one of your friends - she doesn’t tell you anything new。 The only cure for the condition is time, cutting back on the drink and getting a grown up job。 Oh and staying away from sh*theads and to stop being one yourself。 。。。more

Chiara

4½ pienissime

Vale

3。5⭐️ I decided to give this the benefit of the doubt even though at first I was reluctant to the way the main character expressed her opinions。 After reading this whole book, I can say that the end is kind of relatable in an odd way, but I don’t think I’d recommend this to anyone。

Breige

2。5 rounded up

Nell

The description of Nolan as a "huge literary talent" did not disappoint here。 This novel was fierce, powerful, emotive and desperate as it explores the love you share with yourself, with others and with the world。 It so eloquently reminds you of the parts of yourself you wish to hide from others but it also reminds you of passionate, forceful and all-encompassing love。 While beautifully and effortlessly written, the novel is a dark tale of relationships with others, and touches interestingly on The description of Nolan as a "huge literary talent" did not disappoint here。 This novel was fierce, powerful, emotive and desperate as it explores the love you share with yourself, with others and with the world。 It so eloquently reminds you of the parts of yourself you wish to hide from others but it also reminds you of passionate, forceful and all-encompassing love。 While beautifully and effortlessly written, the novel is a dark tale of relationships with others, and touches interestingly on the impacts of unhealthy romantic relationships to other aspects of your life。 。。。more

Elvira

muchos pensamientos。 muy buen libro。 la manera en la que lo he devorado ha sido increíble, no podía dejar de leer y eso que se podían predecir las cosas que iban a pasar。 o todas las chicas somos iguales o la prota y yo hacemos muchas (que no todas) volteretas mentales igual (es fuerte)。 no pienso que sea una copia de sally rooney porque la temática y la manera en la que escribe sally rooney ya existían antes que ella (además me ha parecido que megan nolan escribe mejor), pero me ha sido inevita muchos pensamientos。 muy buen libro。 la manera en la que lo he devorado ha sido increíble, no podía dejar de leer y eso que se podían predecir las cosas que iban a pasar。 o todas las chicas somos iguales o la prota y yo hacemos muchas (que no todas) volteretas mentales igual (es fuerte)。 no pienso que sea una copia de sally rooney porque la temática y la manera en la que escribe sally rooney ya existían antes que ella (además me ha parecido que megan nolan escribe mejor), pero me ha sido inevitable hace la relación。 debe ser un rollo que no dejen de hacer comparaciones, lo siento bro。 。。。more

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Gabriella

È una lettura che mi ha disturbato ma dalla quale mi sentivo attratta。 E infatti l'ho letto velocemente。 Ha uno stile senza fronzoli non estetizzante, non compiaciuto e il senso di vuoto che l'autrice trasmette è palpabile È una lettura che mi ha disturbato ma dalla quale mi sentivo attratta。 E infatti l'ho letto velocemente。 Ha uno stile senza fronzoli non estetizzante, non compiaciuto e il senso di vuoto che l'autrice trasmette è palpabile 。。。more

paige

what a wonderfully raw and intimate look into the obsessive & compulsive mind of an unnamed protagonist who finds her self-worth, self-love, and purpose in another person。 her desire for requited love has made for a poignant and gutting novel that I loved。 4。5 stars!

Sophie

This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers。 To view it, click here。 A mixed contortion of a rest and relaxation , sally Rooney and some self destructive female led horror film that has a Fiona apple backing track。 You grieve for this girl who is constantly let down my relationships in her life but she's become a monster that in the end has to absolve her self of all substances because nothing gives her joy anymore。。。。。it's all DESPERATION A mixed contortion of a rest and relaxation , sally Rooney and some self destructive female led horror film that has a Fiona apple backing track。 You grieve for this girl who is constantly let down my relationships in her life but she's become a monster that in the end has to absolve her self of all substances because nothing gives her joy anymore。。。。。it's all DESPERATION 。。。more

Francesco d'Amore

All'interno della nuova onda di giovani scrittrici irlandesi - Sally Rooney, Naoise Dolan - Nolan si distingue per un approccio forse meno rigoroso alla scrittura, meno controllato。 É la storia - parzialmente autobiografica - di una ragazza che per amore di un uomo bello e gelido arriva letteralmente ad annientarsi。 Il tema non é nuovo ma é nuova la prospettiva da cui é inquadrato: e se la sottomissione fosse un'arma, un gesto disperato capace di dare potere a chi lo compie? Il romanzo parte sti All'interno della nuova onda di giovani scrittrici irlandesi - Sally Rooney, Naoise Dolan - Nolan si distingue per un approccio forse meno rigoroso alla scrittura, meno controllato。 É la storia - parzialmente autobiografica - di una ragazza che per amore di un uomo bello e gelido arriva letteralmente ad annientarsi。 Il tema non é nuovo ma é nuova la prospettiva da cui é inquadrato: e se la sottomissione fosse un'arma, un gesto disperato capace di dare potere a chi lo compie? Il romanzo parte stilisticamente molto bene, si impoverisce nella parte centrale (che si avvicina pericolosamente al diario) e recupera senso nel finale, quando gli elementi si ribaltano attraverso un semplice click, come quando qualcuno cambia la luce in una stanza scoprendo oggetti prima nascosti。 。。。more

Amanda Stryker

The book dives into some tough subject matter around self harm, disordered eating, and toxic relationships。 It was a hard read! I think I wanted something different from the story, so I didn’t really enjoy it - maybe I was looking for some sort of happy ending? Or perhaps something different than a storyline of leaving and returning and leaving and returning to an emotionally abusive relationship。 Either way, I didn’t enjoy it much but also I don’t gravitate much to these types of storylines - i The book dives into some tough subject matter around self harm, disordered eating, and toxic relationships。 It was a hard read! I think I wanted something different from the story, so I didn’t really enjoy it - maybe I was looking for some sort of happy ending? Or perhaps something different than a storyline of leaving and returning and leaving and returning to an emotionally abusive relationship。 Either way, I didn’t enjoy it much but also I don’t gravitate much to these types of storylines - it makes me a bit sad! 。。。more

B⚔️

She’s just like me 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 never saw myself so much in a book。 Very well written

Avril Dalton

Powerful but sad。

mimi :)

“Was I feeling something true from within myself, or was I living out a fantasy I had assembled?”A fairly decent debut novel that attempts to tackle obsessive love, misogyny, rape, etc。 At times I could identify with the unnamed narrator through her feelings of loss of self in romantic relationships。 Unlikeable female narrators are all the rave right now (thanks, moshfegh), but this narrator is EXTREMELY unlikeable。 Her need to constantly be debased by a man, starve herself, self-harm? If only t “Was I feeling something true from within myself, or was I living out a fantasy I had assembled?”A fairly decent debut novel that attempts to tackle obsessive love, misogyny, rape, etc。 At times I could identify with the unnamed narrator through her feelings of loss of self in romantic relationships。 Unlikeable female narrators are all the rave right now (thanks, moshfegh), but this narrator is EXTREMELY unlikeable。 Her need to constantly be debased by a man, starve herself, self-harm? If only the author tries to give us an answer besides “low self-worth”。 BORING!! Yes, I’m empathetic to all of those traumatic experiences, been there, done that, but the author fails to dive deeper into the narrators victim complex and desire to live in misery。 。。。more

Terry

Sembrava promettente。 Non fa per me

rowan

"That night after meeting Ciaran I drank until I vomited and blood vessels beneath and above my eyes burst, and I traced them gently in the mirror, knowing they would be markers of a beginning。""Female suffering is cheap and is used cheaply by dishonest women who are looking only for attention—and of all our cardinal sins, seeking attention must surely be up there。" "That night after meeting Ciaran I drank until I vomited and blood vessels beneath and above my eyes burst, and I traced them gently in the mirror, knowing they would be markers of a beginning。""Female suffering is cheap and is used cheaply by dishonest women who are looking only for attention—and of all our cardinal sins, seeking attention must surely be up there。" 。。。more

Lilyvance

At some points felt like a memoir my early 20s self wish she had written。 Touching, but felt like there was a je-ne-sais-quoi lacking。

Sarah

I don't wanna talk about it I don't wanna talk about it 。。。more

Chiara

Libro che rileggerò altre cento volte

Ruby

relatable?

Alejandra

This was both a difficult read and also so easy in the sense that I couldn't put down。 It really got me out of a reading slump, and I found myself underlining so many beautifully worded thoughts on these pages。 Megan Nolan is so talented and I want to read more of her work now。 She captured the complexity of the protagonist so well and the way we see her inner dialogue unravel as she reflects on this all-consuming relationship feels so sensory and captivating。 I obviously can't relate to so many This was both a difficult read and also so easy in the sense that I couldn't put down。 It really got me out of a reading slump, and I found myself underlining so many beautifully worded thoughts on these pages。 Megan Nolan is so talented and I want to read more of her work now。 She captured the complexity of the protagonist so well and the way we see her inner dialogue unravel as she reflects on this all-consuming relationship feels so sensory and captivating。 I obviously can't relate to so many of the things that happen in this novel and I know that's not the point of any book really, but I felt a sort of intense identification in a lot of the really awfully honest thoughts the protagonist shares with us。 I'm going to be thinking about this book for a very long time I think。~ tw for ED, self harm, and sexual abuse in this book ~ 。。。more

Mary-Alice O'Sullivan

I wasn’t quite sure reading this book what was actually happening。 I know I cheered when Ciarán was hated or cheated on。 But I could not distinguish it from anything other than ‘fashionably plain’。 This all began to change just after the halfway point。 The main character’s new found lucidity adds an uneasy pace to the depraved relationship。Our lives might not be miraculous or interesting but the need for them to be so leads us to pitiful desperation, which becomes unique in a way that can only b I wasn’t quite sure reading this book what was actually happening。 I know I cheered when Ciarán was hated or cheated on。 But I could not distinguish it from anything other than ‘fashionably plain’。 This all began to change just after the halfway point。 The main character’s new found lucidity adds an uneasy pace to the depraved relationship。Our lives might not be miraculous or interesting but the need for them to be so leads us to pitiful desperation, which becomes unique in a way that can only be explained by exposing the finest details of our lives。 August 2014 hit me like a train。 Dead cat metaphor was so corruptly apt <3 。。。more

Justine Jones

Finished the book feeling depressed and disconnected。

Melanie Steinhardt

Don't know if I'm just not empathetic, but this book seemed self-indulgent and was boring。 It was as if a tween discovering the concept of romance wrote it but the tween happened to be a pretty good writer。 Don't know if I'm just not empathetic, but this book seemed self-indulgent and was boring。 It was as if a tween discovering the concept of romance wrote it but the tween happened to be a pretty good writer。 。。。more

Cara

… oof

Grainne MacMahon

This is one of the most depressing books I have ever read。 In fact, after the first 75 pages, I speed read the rest so I'm not really qualified to review it properly。 This is one of the most depressing books I have ever read。 In fact, after the first 75 pages, I speed read the rest so I'm not really qualified to review it properly。 。。。more

Silvia

"。。。il tedioso promemoria che gli uomini spesso possono fare quello che vogliono e che alcuni di loro lo fanno。" "。。。il tedioso promemoria che gli uomini spesso possono fare quello che vogliono e che alcuni di loro lo fanno。" 。。。more