Please Love Me at My Worst

Please Love Me at My Worst

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  • Author:Michaela Angemeer
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Notable TikTok creator Michaela Angemeer explores connecting with your inner child, loving the worst parts of yourself, coming out as bisexual, and focusing on self-growth in her much-anticipated poetry collection。

Please Love Me At My Worst is a collection of four sections of poetry inspired by loneliness, unrequited love, and not being able to let go of past relationships。 Written during the 2020 COVID-19 quarantine, the book is a reflection of what it means to yearn for people who are unavailable and how important it is to focus on self-love and healing。 
 

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Donald Grant

Poetry that speaks。。。。There is something about Angemeer's poetry that speaks directly to me。 Aside from the commonality of human experience, it is as tho our souls have met across time and space。 As in her previous books, she writes of loss, rejection, love, and loneliness in a way that resonates。 This is what true poetry was meant to be。 Poetry that speaks。。。。There is something about Angemeer's poetry that speaks directly to me。 Aside from the commonality of human experience, it is as tho our souls have met across time and space。 As in her previous books, she writes of loss, rejection, love, and loneliness in a way that resonates。 This is what true poetry was meant to be。 。。。more

Reagan Kassens

I think did a great job on the poetry in the book。 I will defently be going back to it and skim through the books when I need some motivation or positive words。

Frida

I received an eARC copy from Andrews McMeel Publishing via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review。An exquisite read。 The poetess' play with words, the expressiveness and depth radiate the feelings we sometimes cannot describe。 Talking about body positivity, mental health, loneliness, and acceptance has never been so crucial; these poems build up self-esteem, self-appreciation, and self-love。 Working on ourselves has always been THE achievement, THE goal, and it is always a great feeling to f I received an eARC copy from Andrews McMeel Publishing via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review。An exquisite read。 The poetess' play with words, the expressiveness and depth radiate the feelings we sometimes cannot describe。 Talking about body positivity, mental health, loneliness, and acceptance has never been so crucial; these poems build up self-esteem, self-appreciation, and self-love。 Working on ourselves has always been THE achievement, THE goal, and it is always a great feeling to find words of support and encouragement, even better when they are put together this beautifully。 Some of the poems were too short to pass a message, too quick a read to make an impact。 However, these few poems did not take away much of the poetry collection's worth and performance。 The collection feels like a good and open conversation with yourself, the one we always want to do but are scared of it。 And it is always a good idea to have one: loving yourself is paramount。 。。。more

Sashka Stojakov

I was doubtful reading this poetry collection if I would like it or not, because I have never read anything by Michaela Angemeer。 It is safe to say that I was pleasantly surprised with how I got myself immersed in the lines。 Michaela shows very good side of our characters, we crave for love of others, whether it is from our partner/children/ family/ friends/ acquaintances / passers by。 We feel more worthy, stronger, capable of everything when we know that someone loves us, and no matter how some I was doubtful reading this poetry collection if I would like it or not, because I have never read anything by Michaela Angemeer。 It is safe to say that I was pleasantly surprised with how I got myself immersed in the lines。 Michaela shows very good side of our characters, we crave for love of others, whether it is from our partner/children/ family/ friends/ acquaintances / passers by。 We feel more worthy, stronger, capable of everything when we know that someone loves us, and no matter how sometimes we are left with the wrong ideal of love - yet, we crave for it。 However, in the end, the most important is that self-love which is usually the hardest to obtain。 When we love ourselves, it is so much easier to love each other, but also to complete everything else。 I would love to have a collection like this in my shelf, I would love to get the chance to take a look at her other works。 :)Thank you Netgalley, the author and publisher for an ARC。 。。。more

Emily-kasandra Cliche

*arc provided by netgalley, thank you so much for sending me an early copy of this book!*This book felt like letting go of emotions you had been holding on for way too long。

Mariah

ARC provided by the publisher via NetGalley。Sometimes fate is kind enough to deliver what I like to call "'Right book at the right time。"So, for the record, here's my note of thanks to the universe for this one。 I was in sore need of it。I was quite surprised to find myself getting teary eyed at multiple points in this book。 It wasn't until I finished the very last sentence of the acknowledgements that the tears fell and I felt a near cathartic release。Relief。 This read like relief。Like a convers ARC provided by the publisher via NetGalley。Sometimes fate is kind enough to deliver what I like to call "'Right book at the right time。"So, for the record, here's my note of thanks to the universe for this one。 I was in sore need of it。I was quite surprised to find myself getting teary eyed at multiple points in this book。 It wasn't until I finished the very last sentence of the acknowledgements that the tears fell and I felt a near cathartic release。Relief。 This read like relief。Like a conversation with someone who knows you, gets you, truly understands you。 Someone who puts their phone away as soon as you sit down because there's nothing on there that could be more interesting that anything you could have to say。What an absolute breath of fresh air in a genre that has long started to feel oversaturated and often derivative and even performative。 。。。more

Dede

I enjoyed this cute, quick read。 I would definitely recommend this book。 It went through all the ups and downs。

Ave Reads ♡

Rating: 3。25 🌟 First and foremost, I'd like to express my gratitude to Netgalley for providing me with an e-ARC of this copy。 Disclaimer: This review is solely based on my own opinion。 you deserve to be loved without condition。 you are enough without trying harder。 without learning new things。 without accomplishments。 without success。 without getting bigger or smaller。 without getting smarter。 without improvements。 without changing anything at all。 you are enough, just you are- you are enough j Rating: 3。25 🌟 First and foremost, I'd like to express my gratitude to Netgalley for providing me with an e-ARC of this copy。 Disclaimer: This review is solely based on my own opinion。 you deserve to be loved without condition。 you are enough without trying harder。 without learning new things。 without accomplishments。 without success。 without getting bigger or smaller。 without getting smarter。 without improvements。 without changing anything at all。 you are enough, just you are- you are enough just as you are。 Among all the other poetries throughout this collection of poems, this one had my heart。 Otherwise, I didn't connect with most of the poems。 It's just that the poetry reminded me of something I'd read before。 。。。more

m。

arc provided for by netgalley for an honest review This is a poetry collection that was carefully divided into four separate parts— “please love my inner child”, “please love me at my worst”, “please love me for who i am”, and “please love me who i am becoming”。 It’s overall theme was about finding who you are and in-depth loneliness。 I don’t tend to read poetry but so many of these poems i felt so strongly about and encouraged me to read more。 It was a very enjoyable collection and would love t arc provided for by netgalley for an honest review This is a poetry collection that was carefully divided into four separate parts— “please love my inner child”, “please love me at my worst”, “please love me for who i am”, and “please love me who i am becoming”。 It’s overall theme was about finding who you are and in-depth loneliness。 I don’t tend to read poetry but so many of these poems i felt so strongly about and encouraged me to read more。 It was a very enjoyable collection and would love to read more by the author。 。。。more

Georgia Richardson

This woman knows how to write。 holy moly。 She seemed to look deep into my soul and rip the words out。 Beautiful, raw, empowering and devoted。 Absolutely incredible would highly recommend。

Phan

Thank you to the author, the publisher and NetGalley for providing me with the digital ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review。"Please Love Me at My Worst" is a collection of poetry by Michaela Angemeer。 There are some topics to which I can relate, but her poems rarely make me feel empathy。 It all depends on what you've been through, I suppose。It was an average read for me at first, but it did grow on me later。Some lines are unquestionably my favorites, one of which is:darling, i'm not Thank you to the author, the publisher and NetGalley for providing me with the digital ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review。"Please Love Me at My Worst" is a collection of poetry by Michaela Angemeer。 There are some topics to which I can relate, but her poems rarely make me feel empathy。 It all depends on what you've been through, I suppose。It was an average read for me at first, but it did grow on me later。Some lines are unquestionably my favorites, one of which is:darling, i'm not interestedin flowers or lust offer me a bouquetof empathy and trust 。。。more

Maria Ashley

I recieved a copy of this through NetGalley in exchange of an honest review。I have literally nothing but the best things to say about this book。Its rare that i finish a book in one sitting anymore no matter the length,But this book of poetry had me hooked。I could not put this book down until i had finished it, and after it was done i was left wanting more。 I really connected with the words on the pages and the feelinngs being conveyed,It was like the author reached deep in my soul and pulled out I recieved a copy of this through NetGalley in exchange of an honest review。I have literally nothing but the best things to say about this book。Its rare that i finish a book in one sitting anymore no matter the length,But this book of poetry had me hooked。I could not put this book down until i had finished it, and after it was done i was left wanting more。 I really connected with the words on the pages and the feelinngs being conveyed,It was like the author reached deep in my soul and pulled out a piece i had buried there。I had never read anything by this Author prior, but have now placed her high on my Immediately buy list。Thank you for your words Michaela Angemeer。 。。。more

Angel Martin

This is probably the best poetry collection I've read。 Angemeer somehow put feelings I wasn't aware I even had into words, and I was just a complete mess once I finished reading it。 I loved the focus on body positivity and mental health, and the poems about sexuality were scarily relatable。 I've read plenty of poetry focused on mental health and even being queer, but this is the first time I've read any about body positivity。 I immediately told my best friends about these poems because they help This is probably the best poetry collection I've read。 Angemeer somehow put feelings I wasn't aware I even had into words, and I was just a complete mess once I finished reading it。 I loved the focus on body positivity and mental health, and the poems about sexuality were scarily relatable。 I've read plenty of poetry focused on mental health and even being queer, but this is the first time I've read any about body positivity。 I immediately told my best friends about these poems because they helped my self-esteem and how I see my body tremendously。I really recommend this beautiful collection to every poetry reader! You won't regret picking this one up。Disclaimer: I received a gifted copy of this book via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review。 。。。more

Alicia

What a wonderful collection of poetry。 This is the first book I’ve read from this author。 I liked how the poetry was set up in four different sections。 This poet definitely has a way with words as each poem flowed so well with a clear message。 I really liked her poems about not being able to get over past relationships and I feel like these poems will relate to many people。 I’m definitely going to read her other books of poetry。 Thanks to Netgalley for this ARC。

Nina Richards

This is beautiful short poetry。。 It’s feels like a self help book without the rambling, It’s succinct and emotional。 Something that could be read a verse at a time for a little lift rather than deep diving into a “how to love yourself” type novel。 I enjoyed it。

Andrea

This poetry collection is divided into 4 parts:- please love my inner child- please love me at my worst- please love me for who i am- please love who i'm becomingIt's mostly about unrequited love, loneliness and finding who you are。The poems in the please love me at my worst section were definitely my favorites。 As in any other poetry collection, some of the poems I really liked and felt like were reading right into my soul, and others I just felt meh about。 Overall, I think it was a pretty soli This poetry collection is divided into 4 parts:- please love my inner child- please love me at my worst- please love me for who i am- please love who i'm becomingIt's mostly about unrequited love, loneliness and finding who you are。The poems in the please love me at my worst section were definitely my favorites。 As in any other poetry collection, some of the poems I really liked and felt like were reading right into my soul, and others I just felt meh about。 Overall, I think it was a pretty solid and cohesive collection。My overall favorites are on the longer side, but I'll leave some of my shorter faves here:when willi stop falling in lovewith the idea of a personsomeone, anyoneplease tell mewhy can't i kick the feelingthat we were supposed to be togethersaying i have trust issueswould imply i have any trust lefti just have issueswhat do you do whenyou choose someone andthey do not choose you backhow can i love myselfif i don't know who i ami keep shouting who am iinto the voidthe echo screams backwhoever you want to behere i amsimultaneouslyall that i've ever beenand everything i could become A huge thank you to NetGalley and Andrews McMeel Publishing for the e-ARC in exchange of an honest and voluntary review 。。。more

Lucía

*I was kindly sent this in exchange for an honest review via Netgalley*'Please love me at my worst' is a poetry collection, divided in four different sections, about growth, self-love and learning to deal with heartbreak。 I gave this a try because I saw it had some very good critics, but knowing my history with 'modern poetry', I probably should've stayed away。 Most of her poems are not really bad, but they are mere two or three line poems, which makes them feel as incomplete。 Also, some of them *I was kindly sent this in exchange for an honest review via Netgalley*'Please love me at my worst' is a poetry collection, divided in four different sections, about growth, self-love and learning to deal with heartbreak。 I gave this a try because I saw it had some very good critics, but knowing my history with 'modern poetry', I probably should've stayed away。 Most of her poems are not really bad, but they are mere two or three line poems, which makes them feel as incomplete。 Also, some of them are dictionary definitions, which infuriates me。 Also, is it just me or do all of these 'modern poetry’ books (Amanda Lovelace, Lili Reinhart, etc, etc。) contain strikingly similar poems? I feel like I have already read this。At least the cover is cute, I will give her that。 。。。more

Julia Black

Thank you to Netgalley and the publisher for my copy to read and review。 This is my first time reading this author and I genuinely enjoyed this collection。 I personally think that if you are a fan of Rupi Kaur you would probably enjoy this author as well。 It's like a younger version of what Rupi Kaur writes。 The poems is this collection are beautifully written and is full of emotion。 What little illustrations she included in this collection are also really good。 I actually really liked that she Thank you to Netgalley and the publisher for my copy to read and review。 This is my first time reading this author and I genuinely enjoyed this collection。 I personally think that if you are a fan of Rupi Kaur you would probably enjoy this author as well。 It's like a younger version of what Rupi Kaur writes。 The poems is this collection are beautifully written and is full of emotion。 What little illustrations she included in this collection are also really good。 I actually really liked that she didn't put an illustration on every single page like most of them。 I kinda like when it's just the poem on the page。 I would like to check out more from this author in the future。 。。。more

Iaru

Love it。 Please love me in this review bc im dying, this was sooo beautifully writed。 Me dio placer leerlo y me encantó que estuviera dividido por partes y que te vaya explicando cada cosita。

Lizz DiCesare

Why is it the books you absolutely love are always the hardest ones to write reviews for? I was so excited to see Michaela Angemeer had a new book coming out, and screamed when I got a digital ARC。 Her YOU'LL COME BACK TO YOURSELF JOURNAL has helped me so much over the past few months, and I knew whatever she wrote next would also be incredible。Don't let this tiny poetry collection fool you。 I thought I'd be able to read PLEASE LOVE ME AT MY WORST in one sitting, but it ended up being five or si Why is it the books you absolutely love are always the hardest ones to write reviews for? I was so excited to see Michaela Angemeer had a new book coming out, and screamed when I got a digital ARC。 Her YOU'LL COME BACK TO YOURSELF JOURNAL has helped me so much over the past few months, and I knew whatever she wrote next would also be incredible。Don't let this tiny poetry collection fool you。 I thought I'd be able to read PLEASE LOVE ME AT MY WORST in one sitting, but it ended up being five or six。 There were MULTIPLE poems that had me in tears, and I needed to take a break to feel my feelings, as my therapist would say。It honestly felt like some poems were written specifically for me–like someone reached out to my inner child and told her exactly what she needed to hear。This collection is the biggest, warmest hug for anyone who has ever felt alone, not good enough, not worthy of love, and/or confused about who they truly are。 It takes all those feelings and reminds you that you absolutely are enough, and you're strong enough to be your truest self。Whether you're a fan of her previous work, or new to poetry, check out this collection。 It's straight and to the point, and full of raw, honest emotions。 I've already pre-ordered a finished copy and am so excited to reread it and make notes for myself。Thank you so much to the publisher Andrews McMeel Publishing for a digital ARC via NetGalley 💙 PLEASE LOVE ME AT MY WORST comes out on October 12, and can be pre-ordered wherever books are sold。 。。。more

Mandy Hazen

Beautifully written and laid out。 I absolutely love love stories and poetry。 Most of these you will know。 Some I have never heard of before。 These stories transported me to another world of love and light。 I felt like this book was speaking to me and for me。 It was so beautifully written and resonated to my core。 Highly recommend。 I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily。

sintiareads

This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers。 To view it, click here。 I read it in one day and I really liked it。 After reading some poetry books that I didn't like I was happy about this one。 I enjoyed reading this poetry collection。 There were some poems I didn't like that much, but I loved most of them。 I could really connect to some poems and some of my favourites are part of ''please love me at my worst'' and ''please love me for who i am''。 Thank you NetGalley for the free book。 I read it in one day and I really liked it。 After reading some poetry books that I didn't like I was happy about this one。 I enjoyed reading this poetry collection。 There were some poems I didn't like that much, but I loved most of them。 I could really connect to some poems and some of my favourites are part of ''please love me at my worst'' and ''please love me for who i am''。 Thank you NetGalley for the free book。 。。。more

Beatriz

I received an advanced reader copy of this book to read in exchange for an honest review via netgalley。I enjoyed reading this book so much! I was so surprised when I read a poem regarding astrology, which is a subject I truly love -- happy to know that the author is also a scorpio sun。 Every poem is full of emotion and beautifully written。 She's very talented and I'm glad I chose this book。 The illustrations throughout the book are also beautiful。 I received an advanced reader copy of this book to read in exchange for an honest review via netgalley。I enjoyed reading this book so much! I was so surprised when I read a poem regarding astrology, which is a subject I truly love -- happy to know that the author is also a scorpio sun。 Every poem is full of emotion and beautifully written。 She's very talented and I'm glad I chose this book。 The illustrations throughout the book are also beautiful。 。。。more

Gabriel

ARC given by NetGalley for Honest Review[2。5 rounded up]Please Love Me at My Worst is a collection of short form poetry and prose focusing on learning to love yourself before others。 Fans of Amanda Lovelace and Rupi Kaur will enjoy this book。 I wasn't overly moved by any of the poems mostly because a lot of them were very similar to others I've read before。 There was nothing new to move me or make me think "wow that's really deep"。 I wasn't upset by my read, but I wasn't thrilled either。 ARC given by NetGalley for Honest Review[2。5 rounded up]Please Love Me at My Worst is a collection of short form poetry and prose focusing on learning to love yourself before others。 Fans of Amanda Lovelace and Rupi Kaur will enjoy this book。 I wasn't overly moved by any of the poems mostly because a lot of them were very similar to others I've read before。 There was nothing new to move me or make me think "wow that's really deep"。 I wasn't upset by my read, but I wasn't thrilled either。 。。。more

Aislin

This little book of poems is divided into four sections generally by theme and chronological order。 For the most part, I really enjoyed these poems! The standouts for me were the poems about grief, coming out as bisexual, and loving your inner child。 Those poems in particular were really great! I felt like the poems about love/relationships/breakups/romance were good too, but began to blur together after a while。 As with any collection of this type of poetry, different poems will probably appeal This little book of poems is divided into four sections generally by theme and chronological order。 For the most part, I really enjoyed these poems! The standouts for me were the poems about grief, coming out as bisexual, and loving your inner child。 Those poems in particular were really great! I felt like the poems about love/relationships/breakups/romance were good too, but began to blur together after a while。 As with any collection of this type of poetry, different poems will probably appeal more to different readers and I think there's a bit of variety here that will appeal to different types of people。Thank you to NetGalley for an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review! 。。。more

Jessi ♥️ H。 Vojsk

I am learning that this is not about me This is about you I am healed, I am whole I am enough You are in pieces You are broken You need healing on your own - stop trying to break me too I read this book in one day and even though I don’t read that many poetry books, I liked this one。 But (there’s always a but, huh?) something was missing, something wasn’t right to me。 But I can’t really explain it。 I keep shouting who am I Into the void The echo screams back Whoever you want to be

Dessie Iv

Thank you to Net Galley for providing me with an arc in exchange of an honest review。 "Please Love Me at My Worst" carries important and powerful messages and despite the lack of distinctiveness, I would say that this was a pretty enjoyable read, There were some pretty extraordinary poems, which absolutely mesmerised me, but I cannot lie, most of the content of this book felt a little rushed。 It is my firm belief that these poems contain topics that many, myself included, can relate to, but the Thank you to Net Galley for providing me with an arc in exchange of an honest review。 "Please Love Me at My Worst" carries important and powerful messages and despite the lack of distinctiveness, I would say that this was a pretty enjoyable read, There were some pretty extraordinary poems, which absolutely mesmerised me, but I cannot lie, most of the content of this book felt a little rushed。 It is my firm belief that these poems contain topics that many, myself included, can relate to, but the rather frequent lack of emotion is what hindered me from giving this book a 4 or 5 star-rating。 "Please Love Me at My Worst" is most probably a book that people who love Rupi Kaur's poetry would like, although I think that this book is better than the Kaur's works。 Trigger warnings include coming out as bisexual, heartbreak, grief, etc。 。。。more

Tracy Patton

Poetry is used to invoke emotions and this poetry book did so, for me。 I felt myself reliving life again from a young age but somehow I feel okay because I am not alone? Going through life, you’re gonna be alone。 In my opinion, you need to learn to live with yourself and be accepting of yourself before you can give yourself to someone else。 You need to come to terms with who you are。 Each verse/page was so beautifully crafted and written with emotion。 As the reader, I was able to partially reliv Poetry is used to invoke emotions and this poetry book did so, for me。 I felt myself reliving life again from a young age but somehow I feel okay because I am not alone? Going through life, you’re gonna be alone。 In my opinion, you need to learn to live with yourself and be accepting of yourself before you can give yourself to someone else。 You need to come to terms with who you are。 Each verse/page was so beautifully crafted and written with emotion。 As the reader, I was able to partially relive life as it was and what it can be, not exactly as the writer but pretty close。 This book is out on the 12th of October and I highly recommend it if you want to feel okay again with life as it is and all that’s to come。 。。。more

Rebecca

Thank you to NetGalley and Andrews McMeel Publishing for an advanced electronic copy of this book in exchange for an honest review! In this poetry collection, there are four sections titled "please love my inner child," "please love me at my worst," "please love me for who I am," and "please love who I'm becoming。" There are themes of connecting with your inner child, loving the worst parts of yourself, coming out as bisexual, and focusing on self growth。 Some of the poems were very short, but s Thank you to NetGalley and Andrews McMeel Publishing for an advanced electronic copy of this book in exchange for an honest review! In this poetry collection, there are four sections titled "please love my inner child," "please love me at my worst," "please love me for who I am," and "please love who I'm becoming。" There are themes of connecting with your inner child, loving the worst parts of yourself, coming out as bisexual, and focusing on self growth。 Some of the poems were very short, but still drew gut punches of emotion。 I wasn't super compelled throughout, but I found it to be relatable, and the feelings portrayed were clear and felt。 。。。more

Reading_ Tamishly

While I was reading this collection, my mind was singing "I need somebody who can love me at my worst。。。。" And that too the you-know-who's version 💟Exactly for Rupi Kaur's readers!You will not be disappointed with this collection。 It's that this feels like the younger version of Rupi Kaur's poetry collection。The lines are genuine and, no doubt, you will feel connected to the written words as soon as you start reading them。Go for this collection。 The nostalgia hits you right。Thank you, author and While I was reading this collection, my mind was singing "I need somebody who can love me at my worst。。。。" And that too the you-know-who's version 💟Exactly for Rupi Kaur's readers!You will not be disappointed with this collection。 It's that this feels like the younger version of Rupi Kaur's poetry collection。The lines are genuine and, no doubt, you will feel connected to the written words as soon as you start reading them。Go for this collection。 The nostalgia hits you right。Thank you, author and the publisher, for the advance reading copy。 。。。more