Luster

Luster

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  • Author:Raven Leilani
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Summary

No one wants what no one wants。
And how do we even know what we want? How do we know we’re ready to take it?

Edie is stumbling her way through her twentiessharing a subpar apartment in Bushwick, clocking in and out of her admin job, making a series of inappropriate sexual choices。 She is also haltingly, fitfully giving heat and air to the art that simmers inside her。 And then she meets Eric, a digital archivist with a family in New Jersey, including an autopsist wife who has agreed to an open marriagewith rules

As if navigating the constantly shifting landscapes of contemporary sexual manners and racial politics weren’t hard enough, Edie finds herself unemployed and invited into Eric’s home—though not by Eric。 She becomes a hesitant ally to his wife and a de facto role model to his adopted daughter。 Edie may be the only Black woman young Akila knows。

Irresistibly unruly and strikingly beautiful, razor-sharp and slyly comic, sexually charged and utterly absorbing, Raven Leilani’s Luster is a portrait of a young woman trying to make sense of her life—her hunger, her anger—in a tumultuous era。 It is also a haunting, aching description of how hard it is to believe in your own talent, and the unexpected influences that bring us into ourselves along the way。

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Reviews

K

A magical read, but one where I kept waiting and waiting for anyone to speak to each other normally。 The amount unsaid between characters was almost insurmountable for me。 Lovely。

Carol

This book has glowing reviews, which is why I finished reading it。 I’m still wondering which parts were supposed to be funny。 I did not understand the character, her life choices or her need to sleep with all her coworkers。 There must be women like this I guess。 They have my sympathy。

Claudine

In „Luster“, Raven Leilani describes the state of mind of Edie, a black young girl, an artist, Gen Y-ish, with a rather easy-going yet in a certain way proactive approach in her life。 I like her sense of self-criticism „I already feel the pressure to overinform。。“, and the sharp observations of her relationship with Eric, a much older married man, her befriending of his wife Rebecca and also their adopted teen-girl, Akila, the only black girl in the neighborhood。 Luster confronts racism, sexism In „Luster“, Raven Leilani describes the state of mind of Edie, a black young girl, an artist, Gen Y-ish, with a rather easy-going yet in a certain way proactive approach in her life。 I like her sense of self-criticism „I already feel the pressure to overinform。。“, and the sharp observations of her relationship with Eric, a much older married man, her befriending of his wife Rebecca and also their adopted teen-girl, Akila, the only black girl in the neighborhood。 Luster confronts racism, sexism and capitalism; the precariousness of being a young person “without a safety net”。 Edie is messing up but continues to make art and paintings。 Interestingly ❤️ Leilani feeds us with a lot of artsy comments: here at the occasion of the interviewer for the secretarial position in the Clown Academy Edie attended (unprepared 😏): „ he tells me that the art that matters is the art that is wrought and consumed with great difficulty…“。 。。。more

Bookworm

2。5 starsThis was a bizarre and uncomfortable read。 The subject matter, the plot, the characters, the writing…all of it was a somewhat unpleasant experience for me。 To start with the positive, though, this book was successful in portraying a dysfunctional, self=destructive MC whose self esteem was so low that one could really feel for her。 Despite not liking or agreeing with her choices, I could empathize with her circumstances and understand why she made the choices she did。 I just wish her tra 2。5 starsThis was a bizarre and uncomfortable read。 The subject matter, the plot, the characters, the writing…all of it was a somewhat unpleasant experience for me。 To start with the positive, though, this book was successful in portraying a dysfunctional, self=destructive MC whose self esteem was so low that one could really feel for her。 Despite not liking or agreeing with her choices, I could empathize with her circumstances and understand why she made the choices she did。 I just wish her transformation during this character driven story had been more profound。The downsides of this book were the cold detached writing style and the under development of the married couple。 I never felt like I truly understood their situation of having an open marriage or how they felt。 All of this made the plot one sided and one note as I had a hard time connecting to the characters and had absolutely zero emotional investment。The premise was also unusual as it never really came together for me。 I was left with the thought “what was the point of that?” The exploitation of the MC was incredibly hard to read about。 It just seemed disgusting, sad and pathetic。Not a book that worked for me。 。。。more

Taylor Kennedy

Solid overall read。 The narration of the book was really beautifully written。 The prose were great and in juxtaposition to the dreary New Jersey suburb plot。 I liked how detailed all the characters were, and the descriptions of their stuff。 Akela was the little shining star of the book。

Jessica Watson

This book was a bit of a disappointment, but only because my expectations were so high。 I bought this book because all of the bookstore employees were raving about it, and although I liked it, I just don’t think it was for me。 The writing style felt a bit off for me, and the book lacked much of a plot (I’m beginning to realize that I’m more of a plot reader than a character reader)。 Overall, it was fine, and it was compelling enough for me to keep reading。 It kind of reminded me of an adult vers This book was a bit of a disappointment, but only because my expectations were so high。 I bought this book because all of the bookstore employees were raving about it, and although I liked it, I just don’t think it was for me。 The writing style felt a bit off for me, and the book lacked much of a plot (I’m beginning to realize that I’m more of a plot reader than a character reader)。 Overall, it was fine, and it was compelling enough for me to keep reading。 It kind of reminded me of an adult version of Normal People。 。。。more

Shannon

Life on the edge may bring questionable choices, but everyone is messed up to varying degrees。

Camila

While this book maybe wasn’t the best choice for my beach trip read, I thought the writing was incredible and really appreciated how uncomfortably honest and unforgivingly cutting the narrator could be。 I loved the premise of the book which is what initially attracted me to it (that and the rave reviews) but it was really the characters that had me hooked。 However, I sometimes felt like I lost the point of the story and found it difficult read into the emotions and weight of events being describ While this book maybe wasn’t the best choice for my beach trip read, I thought the writing was incredible and really appreciated how uncomfortably honest and unforgivingly cutting the narrator could be。 I loved the premise of the book which is what initially attracted me to it (that and the rave reviews) but it was really the characters that had me hooked。 However, I sometimes felt like I lost the point of the story and found it difficult read into the emotions and weight of events being described so dryly。 。。。more

Alannah Atherton

I loved this book and was really taken with the female characters in it, who I thought were beautifully written。 Something about this book made me feel slightly confused and like I was in a whirlwind, but this makes the story better because I presume this is what the characters felt like as they moved through this unprecedented situation。 I was somewhat unsatisfied with the ending but it added to the realism of the book

~T~

This was just not for me。 I tried really hard not to dnf。 So I finished but it left me with a sour feeling in my stomach。 2 stars。

Jasmin Warnock

This is one of those books where there’s no real plot or storyline you’re kinda just dragged through a narrative。 I liked it but I could also see how it could extremely overhyped。

Chelsea

Rounded down from 3。5 stars。

Maria Okawa

It didn't really go anywhere for me。The absurdity of contrast between the main character and her married man's life was too stark。The writing isn't in a style that I tend to enjoy but not completely awful to make it unreadable。I may have already forgotten the revelations that came toward the last 30pages of the book。 This was read for a book club。 It didn't really go anywhere for me。The absurdity of contrast between the main character and her married man's life was too stark。The writing isn't in a style that I tend to enjoy but not completely awful to make it unreadable。I may have already forgotten the revelations that came toward the last 30pages of the book。 This was read for a book club。 。。。more

Alex Myers

I enjoyed the dynamic in this story between the narrator and the adopted child - the tentative exploration of identity and connection there。 I also enjoyed the narrator's use of art and paint, which gestures towards an attempt to discover self (though I didn't think this fully blossomed)。 The other elements of the story, particularly the narrator's relationship to the married couple felt odd, uncomfortable, and unexplained。 The narrator ultimately seems to be a mystery to herself, which I guess I enjoyed the dynamic in this story between the narrator and the adopted child - the tentative exploration of identity and connection there。 I also enjoyed the narrator's use of art and paint, which gestures towards an attempt to discover self (though I didn't think this fully blossomed)。 The other elements of the story, particularly the narrator's relationship to the married couple felt odd, uncomfortable, and unexplained。 The narrator ultimately seems to be a mystery to herself, which I guess is true for many people, but didn't feel satisfying as a story。 。。。more

Jessica Marie

TW: this book mentions fentanyl multiple times

Tonya Makrinski

I don't know what all the fuss is about with this novel。 I could not relate to any of the characters, thought the author rambled and was indecisive, and the plot was weak at best。 There were so many instances of the main character hating or despising something but then in the same sentence liking it too。 Seriously? Make up your mind。。。。you want to be touched and loved or you want to be physically abused? Maybe I just don't have the depth of understanding or maybe I just didn't care to understand I don't know what all the fuss is about with this novel。 I could not relate to any of the characters, thought the author rambled and was indecisive, and the plot was weak at best。 There were so many instances of the main character hating or despising something but then in the same sentence liking it too。 Seriously? Make up your mind。。。。you want to be touched and loved or you want to be physically abused? Maybe I just don't have the depth of understanding or maybe I just didn't care to understand。 Either way。。。my vote is don't waste your time with this read。 。。。more

abby

changing my rating to two stars bc i was so excited to read this but it fell short for me。 unfortunately i just didn’t love the style of writing although i did like the relationship dynamics between the characters。

Lydia Nefedov

Protagonist Edie is a young black female struggling through her 20s in a low paying job and a shitty apartment in NYC。 The book opens with her first date with a much older white married guy named Eric who is in an open marriage。 As she navigates through this unfamiliar and truly destination-less relationship she plummets further into despair。 An unexpected rescue comes in the form of Eric’s wife, Rebecca, who takes Edie in, and in someways parents her。 I don’t want to give too much away but the Protagonist Edie is a young black female struggling through her 20s in a low paying job and a shitty apartment in NYC。 The book opens with her first date with a much older white married guy named Eric who is in an open marriage。 As she navigates through this unfamiliar and truly destination-less relationship she plummets further into despair。 An unexpected rescue comes in the form of Eric’s wife, Rebecca, who takes Edie in, and in someways parents her。 I don’t want to give too much away but the relationships in this book are very interesting。Frequently I find that the books I enjoy the most are books in which I can relate to the characters, but this could not be further from the truth for me in Luster。 I think the bulk of my enjoyment was drawn from reading about lives lead so completely different from my own。 I find the character of Rebecca to be the most interesting in this book。 If you read Luster, what were your thoughts on Rebecca?I devoured this book in two sittings and give it a 5 star rating! CW/TW: abortions, racism 。。。more

Luisa

The book is sad。 I bet it rings a lot of truth and reality to some people。 What’s the bigger message? What’s the overall theme of the book? Is it just following the struggles of the main character。 It’s just sad all the way to the end。 It’s compelling oddly enough。

Shana

Very descriptive。 Made the out of the ordinary seem ordinary。

Stephanie

My God, what a writer, and what a story。 I always love reading books that involve artists, specifically painters。 The descriptions of the main character preparing her paints and brushes, and putting brush to canvas, made everything very physical。 Thanks to Melissa for purchasing this book for me。 🙏

Ash

3 and a half stars。 I read some reviews before I started and was honestly expecting to hate it。 It surprised me。

Keli R

The whole time I was reading this book…I was just in shock, like “this is outrageous。” Her decisions made me me gasp。 But it was hard to put down。 You know how you see something tragic, and you just can’t look away? Yeah, like that! Heavy AF。

Shannon

I didn't really like any of the characters (with the exception of Akila), and I don't really think I can say that I 'enjoyed' reading the book - and yet I was somewhat riveted, which I suppose is a testament to the quality of the writing I didn't really like any of the characters (with the exception of Akila), and I don't really think I can say that I 'enjoyed' reading the book - and yet I was somewhat riveted, which I suppose is a testament to the quality of the writing 。。。more

Charlie Ravioli

Not a traditional read for me but good。 Leilani is a unique, fresh voice。 Really incomparable to anything else I’ve read before (with maybe the exception of “As I Lay Dying”)。 Much of the book feels like the main character’s stream of consciousness and boy is it quite a stream at times。 I liked the main character a lot but didn’t much care for the others, except for the daughter。 An interesting, innovative read。 I am curious to see both the topic and the approach to Leilani’s sophomore attempt a Not a traditional read for me but good。 Leilani is a unique, fresh voice。 Really incomparable to anything else I’ve read before (with maybe the exception of “As I Lay Dying”)。 Much of the book feels like the main character’s stream of consciousness and boy is it quite a stream at times。 I liked the main character a lot but didn’t much care for the others, except for the daughter。 An interesting, innovative read。 I am curious to see both the topic and the approach to Leilani’s sophomore attempt and if/how it will compare。 。。。more

Michelle

The way Raven Leilani writes is impeccable, she delivers the text so effectively。 I finished half the book in an hour, can't wait to read it all! The way Raven Leilani writes is impeccable, she delivers the text so effectively。 I finished half the book in an hour, can't wait to read it all! 。。。more

Yariella

Not sure what the fuss is all about。 Beautiful prose at points - yes。 But genuinely too dark and macabre for my liking。 Maybe I just don't "get" the new generation。 Not sure what the fuss is all about。 Beautiful prose at points - yes。 But genuinely too dark and macabre for my liking。 Maybe I just don't "get" the new generation。 。。。more

Cullen

More like 4。5 honestly - the writing is so so good。 I’m usually not one for meandering twenty something narrators but this book superseded that preference。 This definitely felt like a debut novel but haven’t read a debut novel this good in a long time。 Edie’s relationships with Akila and Rebecca were highlights。 Last line knocked me out。 Cant wait to see what Leilani does next。

Elke Vervoort

Sometimes when I start books, they take quite a bit of time to get into, this definitely wasn't one of those books。 I was on guard when I picked it up because I knew that it had been hyped quite a bit, but I found myself hooked from pretty much the first pages。 This is a brutal, honest book about Edie navigating her life through the trials and tribulations of being in your twenties, trauma, racism and dealing with an open marriage with rules, written in a stream of consciousness style which fits Sometimes when I start books, they take quite a bit of time to get into, this definitely wasn't one of those books。 I was on guard when I picked it up because I knew that it had been hyped quite a bit, but I found myself hooked from pretty much the first pages。 This is a brutal, honest book about Edie navigating her life through the trials and tribulations of being in your twenties, trauma, racism and dealing with an open marriage with rules, written in a stream of consciousness style which fits the narrative perfectly。 "Luster" is not so much about the story - also because it's very fragmentary - but more about the disturbing atmosphere breathing through the pages。 I'm a big fan of Raven Leilani's writing style and can definitely see why this book was hyped like it was。 Looking forward to her next book already! 。。。more

Raluca

In one of my regular freefalls down the rabbit-hole of reels, tweets and general meme-osity, I came across this text saying something like, "millenials be like, oh no shared too much about my life and mental health struggles, better tack a "lol" at the end of the message"。 And I related so hard that I lol'd。 And this is somewhat what Luster feels like; even if I've never experienced the specific troubles the narrator faces (racial discrimination, massive family trauma, living paycheck to paychec In one of my regular freefalls down the rabbit-hole of reels, tweets and general meme-osity, I came across this text saying something like, "millenials be like, oh no shared too much about my life and mental health struggles, better tack a "lol" at the end of the message"。 And I related so hard that I lol'd。 And this is somewhat what Luster feels like; even if I've never experienced the specific troubles the narrator faces (racial discrimination, massive family trauma, living paycheck to paycheck, a particularly toxic relationship), I kind of felt like I got it。 But the vignett-y, perpetually sarcastic style is tricky to enjoy for a whole book。 。。。more